To me, after 25 minutes of typing paragraphs and erasing them because there’s no right words to express how much you mean to me and how much I love you, being speechless says it all. You make me the happiest I’ve been in so long, and even when I make things complicating, you’re the easiest person to talk things out with. You’re my best friend, and such fan amazingly sweet person. And I’m completely in love with you.
I don’t want to go to your house and “watch a movie” because we all know what that means.
Why isn’t it possible to just have guys that are FRIENDS that don’t want to fuuuccckkk
I hate being sick because it makes me not want to work out and/or tan. It’s been a week and a half and now I feel pale and fat. Time to start the gym up again. I have a year to get the body I want before I turn 21. 50lbs and toned. It WILL happen.
Starting weight was: 269 (10/10/10)
Current weight: 213 (01/10/12)
Goal weight: 150
I want to keep my curves. I don’t want to be sickly thin.
I was 3 months pregnant here, still my thinnest ever.
